A Miscommunication!!

Is the reason why I take back what I said, because I saw you at your most beautiful moment or because I really feel as though we really could have had something. I wish I knew, but I guess you must be really mad at me and I really can't give you a straight answer as much as you would love that. I didn't think it would have ended this way. You have every right to hate me at this moment. I know its gonna take some time for you to calm down and we can talk again but till then, I'm really sorry. I know you may never read this since you don't take the accelerated class. I just felt as though this was just something I had to do to show that I wasn't being an "A-Hole" on purpose. I wish you'd at least look at me once and while you don't know how much it hurts not seeing you smile and feel your warmth when we hug. If I could rewind time I would in this one moment. I want to give you a call but I don' know what I'd say to you. I think I "talk" better when I "type." Which makes no sense because I have a thousand spelling errors even when there is a pretty little button at the top that says "spell check."