Paper.

All people are grass,

Their constancy is like the flower of the field.

Every mountain and hill be made low,

Uneven grounds shall become leveled

Valleys shall be lifted up.

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Tell me..

I was recently ask to complete a pretty big task. I'm not really sure what to draw for the ticket but I hope that what ever comes to my mind is so good and looks so good that my fellow pears will want to save the ticket for some time and enjoy having it. If you have any ideas of what so should be on the ticket for the Sadies Hawkins Dance ticket let me know before monday I'll be working on it from now until.. well monday. 

IT WILL ALL BE DRAWIN BY 

HAND NO COMPUTER GRAPHICS!!

 :)

El Mayor.

I will never understand my oldest brother. How he feels like he has so much authority over everyone else just because he's the oldest. How he can go about asking my mom for money to attend "the club" and lie about how much he's learning at school and how he wants to apply what he learns and expand my mom's business and a whole bunch more b.s. I get really aggravated when he tries to talk about any subject whether it be girl, school, sports or giving me advice. I really dislike how unsuccessful he is and how closed minded about his whole situation. He blames his whole misfortune on my "father" leaving us when we were growing up. But its the only excuse he can think of he takes no responsibilty what so ever on his own part, like ditching school, hanging out with the wrong group of friends and getting into drinking and smoking had nothing to do with why he's forced to live at home at the age of 20 almost 21. I can recall so many memories when we were younger living on welfare and foodstamps and he's he so big man person and tell my mom "oh one day you'll never have to worry about the bills or paying for my younger brothers to attend college", he's so full of it. At this moment he's going to DeAnza College just about failed his first semester or whatever you call it. Says its because he always got to school late due to the lack of a car. Now he has a truck which is being payed by my mother, and he also receives gas money and endless amount of spending money. She says she's just giving back the money he lent her back when he worked. Its funny because he hasn't had a job for over a year. When he did it wasn't even all that much, another thing that bugs be about him is how "big headed" he is when applying for jobs, he doesn't apply for the common job like as an employee but as supervisor, manager. He's just about left every job he had because he said he doesn't like having a boss. I don't know. I guess I'm just bagging on him but its really irritating he's yelling at me to do this get a job help around the house, telling me how I'll never get into college and if I did for some magical reason I'll drop out. How I won't amount to anything. I don't know he's really pissing me off right now but I can't do anything, I already got in a fight with him which ended up getting my other brother involved. Which then he scolded me and having him tell me something is way worse because I actually respect him I treat him as if he was the oldest, only because he's proven to me over and over again that he's determined to leave the situation we're in and make a better life for himself. He's actually getting involved in school and makes me want to be like him. But anyways he was telling me that I should stoop to his level and fight and just ignore his stupid remarks and everything he says because he will eventually do some permanent damage to me because of how much he hates when someone points out his flaws in life.

I still love my brother, he's always gonna 

be my brother and I have no problem with 

that I just wish he'd realize what he's doing 

instead of blaming others.

 

Lost Art Work?

I have been looking for my art project for about a week. I had thoughts that I might have needed to start and finish a new one soon. The picture above is about 1/4 of the actual piece but I'm glad I found it, I can honestly say that its not my best but I really would hate to make a new one. The funny thing is that it was in my mom's room all this time and it wasn't until I asked if she had seen it that she asked me if it was a roll of paper she had found laying around. I love my mommy because she always helping me out in something.

<3

"I FOUND IT!!!"

Not sure

I can't write blogs.

Nothing comes to mind.

Except some stuff, well 

not that important stuff.

Eye think..

"I really like someone,

just don't know who.."

Last Friday I ran into a really old friend of mine. Her name was Mari, I think. She was chillin' with one of my other friends at Java Land. It must be at least six years since I've seen her. But last Friday I was just amazed in what a small city this is. How you could run into one of your childhood buddies without looking for then.  Anyways, it was really nice seeing her, not sure what it was about her that just made me at ease, like nothing in my world could matter more than trying to figure out who she was to me when I was a small 4th grader. The minute that I saw her my eyes quickly made up that child hood face I was so used to seeing. I was in aw, for a moment but I just couldn't bring back memories of her. It was sad in a way. Just the thought that I once been a close friend to her but not one thing popped in my head about who she was, I knew they were in there but I couldn't recall anything. So I didn't say much to her, how could I? 

<3

In what condition was it left in?

BURNT.

I made this mommy.

I wanna be like Mike Giant.

That One Day

That one day that everyone goes out of there way to show there "love" to that special someone. That one day that they buy lavish gifts to make up for the loveless 364 days of the previous year. That day where some are willing to spend 100's and 100's of dollars to acquire that special gift to represent all their true feelings towards their one true love. They spend countless hours trying to find it. Or they wake up that same morning with the mind set that if anything will make up for a crappy year now is the time to find that something. Personally I look at this day with great fond. There's something about this day that makes some if not most children, teenagers and adults behave in an abnormal manner. There is no other day like it, a day where some can forget about their health and financial problems in life and focus on their significant other. As far as I am concerned no real purpose is behind  it, other than to sell expensive materials. I see it like this, if you really "love" someone you should be doing your job everyday to demonstrate that love each and every moment that you two pass together, and not expect that you only need to demonstrate it once every year. 

Left?

I'm finally done with everything. Today I played my last game of fútbol. I wasn't the easiest of games, it was a real challenge for me because I wasn't in one of my greatest moods. But I still pulled through. I really impressed my coach and the parents that attended. I could hear them cheer me on as I played right defender. The "G-O-Ni-co" and "buena jugada Nico" and so much more. I felt so hyped up, I felt like I was on top of the world, which I guess you could say we all are, but any how I played hard and left everything I had in me out on the field. I have no regrets and I'm thinking now that I will be trying out next year for varsity fútbol. Today was just that great game that got everyone playing "balls out" no matter all the pain they felt, they played with everything they had. 

So, I guess next week I'm starting  Track & Field I'm somewhat excited for it. Only looking forward to kicking some butt in practice, hopefully some of new kidds join, make things more interesting. As well as some of the children from cross country.

A Piece of Art

is a..
A Piecer of "HEART."




I spent a countless amount of hours on this piece of art. Well, I'd say at least a good 10 if not more. I just woke up on Saturday empty. No one was home except for me. Everyone had something to do. I was left home alone, with $10 dollars. Not sure what they were for but I guess it was for me to entertain myself with. I found a large poster board out in my garage and something about called my attention. It was as if my eye saw something of interest in it, even though it was a completely blank paper. I quickly cleared my kitchen table of everything, cleaned it so well I could see my reflection of the little square tiles. I placed my laptop above it, made a quick play list of songs. Got just about every writing tool I possessed in my backpack and went at it. I didn't think much. I had no pre-planed sketch but everything began falling like a puzzle, nothing looked out of place. It all belonged. I just thought about past memories and drew. You could say I drew my little heart out, in a way. Some what of my heart. I wish I could say what this piece was about or what the memories where about but I can't. It wouldn't be right I first would have to tell the rightful owner first. But just know everything was put for a reason, well in this case for a memory. I'm bring it to school tomorrow to show off my drawing skills, its not everyday that I draw something like this, if you see me, feel free to ask to see it. It's a very detailed drawing if I do say so myself. 

P. S. If you would like me to "make" you a drawing or some sort of art work just ask me I really wouldn't mined.. $__$

$10.00

Would any one like to purchase this..



looks little more like this..




kinda looks more like this..



any takers?

I'm The Alphabet

Lately I been on a sort of high not sure what but I just have been. Because of it I've been on a non-stop rampage of drawing and writing things down. Like a picture that I saw years or months ago I can picture in my head like if I had right in front of me. Or I can just draw scribbles  and turn it into something amazing or just pleasant to the eye. However, becayse of this "high" I've completely ignored my work, school and home. I really don't care well not at the moment. I have to many ideas and to little of a time spand to draw them all in. Like on wednesday a certain someone had asked me if I would draw on their folder. "Just draw your little heart out." 

It made me think for a moment, then I answered back "if I did that, this whole school would be covered in some sort of writing, painting material er something."  

[..]<3[..*]

It's been a year since he broke up with her but yet he can still recall those moments he had with his girlfriend. I know he's put it behind him but I guess I can say, because I'm his brother, that not a single day goes by that he doesn't look back at his freshman and sophomore year. He's currently with another girl, not much is working out for him. We're pretty close we talk about everything brothers could possibly talk about thoughts and ideas, our relationship status, boobs you know brother stuff. This knew chick he's with is a little hard to get. Like if you just saw how she behaved you'd say why my brother would have her as his girl friend. However, there's another side to her that only some people have seen, she can be a really understanding and patient and calm person and I think its because of this that he likes her "so much." But its starting to be too much for him, I think. I feel bad how I tell him he should maybe drop it just for a bit and see how things go but he's persistent on working things out but who am I to say?

Open wide.

Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

I had a dream sorta like this. I think it was because it was the last thing I heard before I went to bed. Only part that was different was that the sun wasn't just shining it had a mouth and a nose. No eyes though. And it was opening its mouth and it was going to eat me. Then I wake up and fall of my bed. This really ruined my day I got a nice looking bruise on my arm and knee. Everything was going pretty bad for me all day. I FORGOT MY UNIFORM FOR SOCCER!! Plus I didn't bring my chemistry work. I don't know it was just all bad. Only good part was the look this one girl gave me.